Friday, October 23, 2009

You really only get over someone when you find someone you like better.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

another day in my life...

it is another day in my life.  i really hate saying goodbye to people and today i had to say goodbye to my who i have worked with for the last year.  she has been a great influence on our company.  we def are going to miss her at work.  it will be ok.  we will get over it.  we cant have the best forever.  just for a moment then they are gone.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

taking the next step

Well I am pretty sure the time has come for me to move out. It has been a wonderful time here but...it is just time. I am growing up and wanting to do my own things and the parents are not like that so much. I have already been informed that I have to be moved out by May. It also has been moved to December. I am not real sure how serious that one is. I know that it is May for sure though. I am just tired and done with it though. So....short of the long. I am looking for a new place to call home. I have a few ideas but am not real sure what I am going to do or where this new road is going to take me. :) We will see. It is def going to be a growing and learning experience for me. I think that it is going to be good though. At least i hope that it is. :)

Sunday, October 4, 2009

update on life

Man it sure has been a while since I have written a post and updated everyone on the happenings in my life. Well honestly there is not a whole lot which has happened but some has so I guess that it is a good time to update.

I am just sitting here watching conference and thinking about how despite the stresses in my life, it is ok and that I am going to make it through and be better for having went through the trials.

I am still going to school here at CSI. It has been a good time. It is a learning experience. I am not sure that I am doing so much learning as far as the education goes. I am really learning alot about life and the stresses that comes with growing up and being an adult.

As i sit here thinking about how almost a year ago my friend left on a mission to Tempe, Arizona, it scares me. I know that I have accomplished a lot but on the other hand I sit here and think about how, what have I done in the year that he has been gone?

I am so blessed in life though. I have such a great and loving family. I also have many fantastic friends. Friends that live here in Twin Falls as well as all over the United States and some which are even out of the states at the moment.

It has been amazing to me to learn of the effect which I have on people everyday. It makes me real happy inside. I had no idea how much some people really look up to me. I try to live my life in a way that would allow me to never have any regrets. I think about what I have to say and think, if this is the last thing that I ever say to this person is it really what I want to say. Is it truly how i feel? I have learned that because of this I have had a tremendous impact on the lives of people.

I have been trying to slow down in life and not take everything so serious. I am trying to build relationships and do things that I would not normally do. I have done a lot more hanging out and not as much being an adult per say. Life is too short to be taken so seriously all the time.

Well I guess that is enough update for now. Until next time...